Angels of my nightmares

So, i used to have this angel, with pitch black wings,
he showed me such dark, pretty little things,
and in the darkness, he held me close.
he treated me like a princess, better than most,
but one day, when i reach for my dark angel through the dark,
i felt no warm finger tips, no loving spark,
he left me.
I cried, begged, made a plea,
that he would come back for me,
Then, something shined through my darkness,
it took away my hate, worry, sadness, and stress.
when i reached, it took my hand,
i was able to stand again,
i smiled, as i saw a different angel, with white wings,
he showed me such happy, beautiful things,
i laughed and smiled,
he was spontaneousness, brave, loving, and wild,
then, my dark angel came,
furious and needy,
my white angel snarled, thinks my dark angel greedy,
my light became shadowed, everything a daze,
choking on the gray in a panicked haze,
they hissed and growled,
bared teeth and prowled,
my dark angel left me again, broken and sad,
my light angel held me, furious and mad,
but, its not so easy to see,
which is right for me,
my white angel, my love, is with me,
but every now and then, a dark shadow,
i see.